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Venting from my own failure to act m4w To catch glances of you, is sweet, and is bitter. I want to talk to you and receive a smile from you so freaking bad. AHHHHHHHHHHHH! It's all my fault, I haven't become someone worthy of you or someone like you, someone in healthy physical shape, with at least a bachelor's.
The way I see it, having my own car, my own job, and soon my own place, all come second to being fit, in making me desirable. Let's not beat around the bush everybody, being fit translates to being physiy healthy and to living longer. FFFFF...orget "it's what's on the inside that counts". I want someone who is not only a good person, but looks good, takes care of herself, and why shouldn't you want the same thing?
Being fat, means not being on top of it. Means not living life to the fullest. Being fit means choosing correctly what to do, what to eat, everytime or almost everytime. Choosing fast food equals eating my better future as instant gratification, sacrificing it for tastiness and getting a fat future.
I'm not even that fat, and I hate myself sometimes for being so weak and still being fat.
And now I pay the lack of exercise and healthy eating by not having you.
That's a really high price and I don't want to keep paying it. It hurts me, to be missing out on you, cute girl, because I haven't applied myself to becoming good enough for someone like you. Not your fault sexy seeking casual sex Pine Bluff for not wanting to smile at me, it's my own fault. If I was more trim, I'd be that cute guy that you see sometimes. But I'm still that semi cute guy who would look so good if he just lost the tub and the facial chub.

THAT'S THE LAST THING, OR SECOND TO LAST THING I'M MISSING DOGGONE IT! The other one might be having my own place.
Eddie, get it together bro. You're still young, Latin and good looking, with sweet skills and a lot of potential, you just gotta use that potential. Don't wanna keep looking back and regretting things you haven't done.
Nice haircut btw, I just got mine too. I'm pretty sure we're soul mates. Jk.
I wouldn't this a "missed connection" per se, because no type of connection other than eye contact has been had. It's more of me venting my frustration with myself. If I really wanted you to become aware of me, I would ask you if you wanted to go for a walk. But I don't feel worthy. Because I'm shallow.

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